Anxiety

Who told you that my anxiety was unwarranted? Who told you these time bombs weren’t real? Maybe I’m not just “overreacting”… maybe you just can’t deal.Minus all the self doubt and jitters, I’m a steal! I’m smoking hot to begin with.I know just what to do with the right man that fits. There are just…

No Available Balance

Your heart has insufficient funds.Your deposits are not processing. No checks available anymore.No available balance to repay your loan. I’d love for you to give me more, but unfortunately that would be selfish.You’ve been selfish enough for us both, spending my earnings on other chicks. I would of been better off loving myself.You would be…

Manipulation

Manipulation or compromise? How can you tell the difference? How can you comprehend the signs that you miss? You can’t control the opposing party, but you can choose to react to the situation.If you feel like you don’t have a choice, that’s most likely mass manipulation. Take a mental checklist.Make sure your opinions still exist….

An Angel in Distress

Her wings have been crumbling under pressure.They’re too fragile for this world.She is barely holding on to the edge of her sanity.Trying to disguise her frowns as smiles. She tries and she tries. A master of helping all and forgetting about herself.This is a genuine dilemma, a struggle to hold her own.She can no longer…

Toxic Mind

My mind is too toxic for my body.So many thoughts that’s weighing on it heavily. My body is steadily trying to fit in.This is just not the environment it should of been. Old heartbreaks invade my heart on a daily basis.It’s creating a wormhole spiral and this is a crisis. I can’t move to the…

Things Change

Constant cold shoulder.When will this be over?I’m tired of burying my head in my pillow at night.Crying myself to sleep because of fright. When will it ever be right to say goodbye?Staying here is part of a bribe.I wish the pain would go away.This shattering needs to subside in any way. One day you hold…

What we Should do

I get it, you’ve been misused, mistreated and misled.Lately the tides haven’t been rising in my favor either.Our hopes are being starved rather than being fed. We can barely recognize a true compliment from an attempt to gain sex. Some people are so desperate, they start fishing in the well.Wide eyes gazed on what others…

A Story to Rewrite

I’m beginning to think that I should write my wrongs over. This is becoming a thesis I never intended to pursue. Misleading adjectives are disturbing my lines. I can’t seem to say exactly what I mean at the time. My life is displaying a thousand hardships. There is no way I would let myself sink…