Just Breathe…

The clock is ticking, I still can’t tell the time.How much longer do I have to come clean?I can’t let you fall for this, but neither can I.This is the biggest dilemma I’ve ever seen. Just breathe… Trying to imagine the consequences.Ride the wave and wait it out.What more can I do in these circumstances.Let’s…

Old Me

The shadow of my old self is haunting me…Taunting my every move.Making fun of my dreams, I’m trying to leave. I’m trying to let go… I haven’t seen bravery in a while.Constantly trying to Ghost my fears…stop following me. It’s not as easy as you might think.Not quiet as simple as it might seem. There…

An Evaluation

Mental destruction. Physical eruption. Spiritual corruption. I don’t expect an evaluation, but I could use one. The world could benefit from me, I reflect what not to do…Nothing I do is beneficial for me. I think I deserve it all without all the hard work. The sad part is feeling entitled when you truly aren’t….

I Recognize

You carry so much baggage, I still carry you.You feel so much pain, i feel it too.If you weren’t anything else, you are always true. You always knew your burdens were recognized.You would always understand that I never want you to be criticized.Your tententions are indeed prized So I sit wherever you need me.Yesterday on…

Don’t Hold on to Me

I won’t promise you tomorrow.I’ll just give you today.Holding on to too much might only bring you sorrow.My urges aren’t prone to sacrifice, so I won’t promise I’ll stay. Fallen words are inevitable… Please don’t expect me to always be there like I said.I’m only here on the clock and time changes.The wages I signed…

Not Always

Arrows aren’t always meant for bows.They sometimes show us our direction.Illustrate our next move.We might not initially figure out where everything goes. Books aren’t always made of paper.Sometimes they’re electronic.Some made of wood.We can never weigh the value of it’s content with a scale…it’s quite clever. You’re not always made for me.Maybe you loved me…

Anxiety

Who told you that my anxiety was unwarranted? Who told you these time bombs weren’t real? Maybe I’m not just “overreacting”… maybe you just can’t deal.Minus all the self doubt and jitters, I’m a steal! I’m smoking hot to begin with.I know just what to do with the right man that fits. There are just…

No Available Balance

Your heart has insufficient funds.Your deposits are not processing. No checks available anymore.No available balance to repay your loan. I’d love for you to give me more, but unfortunately that would be selfish.You’ve been selfish enough for us both, spending my earnings on other chicks. I would of been better off loving myself.You would be…