Falling for people that won't catch me.That's my flaw, my sickness.I need a cure, a remedy.I need to avoid this weakness. I'm uneasy.I must admit, I keep looking for others to please me. This isn't good for my mental health.I need to get myself together.Put everything behind me and how I felt.Otherwise I'll tarnish my... Continue Reading →
I have emotions I'm yet to untangle.Heart aches yet to dismantle.I'm a sample of what you don't want to be.The opposite of a positive epitome.See, I'm a car wreck.I'm the damsel in distress.The sad part is that I know it.I just can't seem to get through it.I can't seem to find the right escape.I just... Continue Reading →
Empty spaces.A place for hate.A place for a useless debate.The birth of human disgrace. I hope one day love is resurrected.One day…Spirits should be lifted.Passion, gifted.The goal of unity, executed. Empty faces.Not knowing what to do to face this.Running in circles to reach different places.Not getting the paces.Failing to find our way out of mazes.
He hurt me and got no reaction from me He asked me why I turned so cold He asks me if I do not feel pain He asks me why I do not cry I tell him I have been doing it for way too long I have been crying in my sleep for way... Continue Reading →
My emotions are constant, yet I don’t feel them.I don’t feel the love I’m supposed to get from my home.I don’t feel the hurt that is displayed by the world.I didn’t feel relief when you left and you were dirt.I’m numb.I’ve been praying to feel anything.I’ve been letting my house be a home, I’m still... Continue Reading →
Some days are beautiful,Some days are ugly...A complete black and white story.No grey areas,No maybe.Some days I can be around friends,Some days I'm clusterphobic...I just want to feel normal but I guess that's not my fit.It's either this or that,No in between.One day I'm whole,Other days I feel completely broken.
I've been too complacent.Letting things blow over.Too patient with my patience.Screw being sober.I've been chill too many times.Watching others disrespect me.I am a volcano in disguise.Some day I'll erupt...I can't even tell when that'll be.Constantly being tested.When will it stop?I've locked away my emotions...it has been arrested.I hope one day I can come out on... Continue Reading →
I love you the way you need to be loved.I love you beyond and above.Every day I just hope that it's enough.Every day I just hope I don't run out.I feel like you've demanded way too much.Give and take just isn't a thing for you.Taking is all you do.Taking from everyone, including yourself too.These little... Continue Reading →