There's an energy.One that brightens my day.A bad day's remedy.Making life easier in every way.I don't want to let go.I want to hold on to this energy.Wanting it's feeling to continue to flow.Protect me from the enemy.I'm gonna soak in it all.Bask in positivity.I refuse to answer a draining call.I'll stick to the best part... Continue Reading →
I fade into the shadows.There is not much light on my side.I'm secluded...not many places to hide.But yet I'm invisible.I wish you could hear my soul.I used to feel whole.I wish I were an echo, my voice is powerful but silenced.Drowning under pressure.Clouded by the vibrant souls around me.I'm the unique mineral you don't seeI'm... Continue Reading →
The darkness is trying to gain access.My mentals are under arrest.Pulling me down when I'm trying to progress.Get me out.The things I'm thinking won't escape my mouth.I'm confined in all this doubt.Drowning in heavy confusion.The pressure is causing an illusion.I have so much sadness built up for perfusionI wish I could shine light on it.I... Continue Reading →
Mind on auto pilotMissing the keys.But I still manage to function with ease.I'm at serenity.My life is at a pivot.No more messing with my peace.I function with ease.Living my best reality.My life was a riot.And fostering too many illnesses.Now, I'm at ease.Recreated my mentality.
I used to get excited when I would see you.That has faded.I'm no longer Elated.This isn't what I'm used to.I used to get butterflies.I can't tell the last time I felt them.I'm still golden.Even when you don't hear my cries.Your eyes no longer show me fireworks.You're so distant lately.The connections vary.I no longer come first
You never got the chance to hold me through my first heartbreak.You never got to lecture me through my many mistakes.You never held your first grandchild.Not even the last.This pain wasn't supposed to last this long.I thought I was healing.Where did it go wrong?I can't remember your hugs.I can't remember your voice.These are the things... Continue Reading →
I've been trying to fly without wingsRunning in circles, hoping I would lift off.No joke.It's trying to function on false hope.I've been trying to fly without wings.I'm stuck.It has nothing to do with luckThese are fragile things.I've been trying.You'd think I'm lying.I just won't be moving anytime soon.I need to evaluate my next move.
My mind is too toxic for my body.So many thoughts that’s weighing on it heavily. My body is steadily trying to fit in.This is just not the environment it should of been. Old heartbreaks invade my heart on a daily basis.It’s creating a wormhole spiral and this is a crisis. I can’t move to the... Continue Reading →
sometimes I lose my grip.Sometimes I hold on to life but I still slip.I guess it's part of my healing.The love isn't quite there.Pain is all I've been receiving.My heart is here.Maybe it's why the pain is so revealing.I'm always wearing my heart on my chest.Open to stray bullets.A constant target for distress.Not sure where... Continue Reading →