Fighting Sometimes frightened But I refuse to give into fear There is no way the end is near I am tired of hiding I am tired of shouting I am tired of crying in silence It’s about time I started surviving
Falling for people that won't catch me.That's my flaw, my sickness.I need a cure, a remedy.I need to avoid this weakness. I'm uneasy.I must admit, I keep looking for others to please me. This isn't good for my mental health.I need to get myself together.Put everything behind me and how I felt.Otherwise I'll tarnish my... Continue Reading →
I’m trapped One tigger and i snap I tap… Into my senses and then they get out of control Even though they once made me feel whole Now I walk blindly into the unknown I’m searching for light because I’ve been trapped too long in the shadows Not sure which direction to follow, there are... Continue Reading →
I can’t get out of my head In there is such a dread Sometimes I wonder if it were better if I were dead So, I sit and cry lonely in my bed While the disease slowly spreads My biggest enemies are my triggers One trigger and I see red I almost bled I almost... Continue Reading →
An everyday battle It weakens my soul; it makes me very fragile I’ve been bleeding while trying to reach my castle I feel pain and my mind travels To feel alright is such a hassle And I crave a new frequency, a new channel But here I am, still fighting Biting my lips while I’m... Continue Reading →
Give me your perspective.Let's avoided judgment.Promote advancement.Let me see the other side.I don't want to be blind to your emotions.But, do you see mine?Do you think I'm fine?Take my perspective.Let us understand both sides of the coin.Are you aware of my struggles?Am I aware of yours?We can't keep being ignorant.Everyone's feelings are somewhat relevant.
A smashed flower on the sidewalk That’s how you left me and didn’t even look back At first, I was shocked But then I learned that instead of crying over you I needed to repair myself instead A smashed flower on the sidewalk, still has its luminous colors A smashed flower on the sidewalk, still... Continue Reading →
They don’t get it And when I’m crying alone at night, they don’t get it And when the pain is heavy on my chest, they don’t get it I’ve felt so breathlessly and while I grasped for air, they didn’t even notice They tell me they love me But can’t even notice when I’m hurting... Continue Reading →