The Leftovers

I wish she felt she should always be first place.Second to none in any race.But she didn’t, she always felt inadequate.It ruptured any type of faith. Always felt like she couldn’t do better.That always leads her to settle for the leftover.Trading her soul for anything used up and old.She deserved much more. Even with a…

The Day After your Disaster

I managed to pull myself from under you.Even when I was buried in rubble. This was the day after the disaster.After you caused every inch of my body to vibrate during your earthquake.I couldn’t even tell where to start a rescue mission. Everything was in dismay.I couldn’t display my feelings.There is so much I wanted…

This Deep

The first lie you ever told me was, “I love you”.I never believed that it was true but I believed you wanted to.My mistake was letting it slide.I never imagine that was the first step. I know now that it was all for what you wanted in return- you knew I wouldn’t entertain your fantasies…

Collateral Damage

Collateral.This is a temporary exchange.Maybe it was a mistake. You’ve given me love, I give you my heart as a loan.These shards were just collateral damage.Half of the world feels it on average. I wish I managed the risk better.No matter the beginning, the end was unbearable.You didn’t want to be loveable. I was trying…

Neglected Heart

No matter how many times her heart has spoken, she tends to ignore her.The same way she ignores the signs from all those men.Her heart is never confused.And she’d still lose. Putting aside the sad songs her heart has been singing.All because of all the hurt men have been bringing.I hope she listens one day.One…

Your Meal Served

She served you the meal you served her and you fold.Someone should’ve told you that it would get old.That revenge is a dish best served cold. Now you’re angry – Your ego is bruised.You only see the pain when you’ve been misused.You really thought you had options from which to choose. I bet you wish…

Who Created You

I won’t apologize for what you saw instead of what you were supposed to see.I didn’t force the lenses you have currently.You chose those and still didnt see clearly. You saw a me no one else has seen.An imaginary tale of ugly.I wish I saw it too, so I could back up your theory.Unfortunately, for…

Still Here

No matter how hard I love you, I didn’t feel yours in return. All I felt was suffocation. Instead of lifting me up, you kept me down. You intended to make me drown. Sucked so much of my essence out of me, I’ve been dehydrated. Never poured anything into me for my health or growth….