No Available Balance

Your heart has insufficient funds.Your deposits are not processing. No checks available anymore.No available balance to repay your loan. I’d love for you to give me more, but unfortunately that would be selfish.You’ve been selfish enough for us both, spending my earnings on other chicks. I would of been better off loving myself.You would be…

Manipulation

Manipulation or compromise? How can you tell the difference? How can you comprehend the signs that you miss? You can’t control the opposing party, but you can choose to react to the situation.If you feel like you don’t have a choice, that’s most likely mass manipulation. Take a mental checklist.Make sure your opinions still exist….

Toxic Mind

My mind is too toxic for my body.So many thoughts that’s weighing on it heavily. My body is steadily trying to fit in.This is just not the environment it should of been. Old heartbreaks invade my heart on a daily basis.It’s creating a wormhole spiral and this is a crisis. I can’t move to the…

Things Change

Constant cold shoulder.When will this be over?I’m tired of burying my head in my pillow at night.Crying myself to sleep because of fright. When will it ever be right to say goodbye?Staying here is part of a bribe.I wish the pain would go away.This shattering needs to subside in any way. One day you hold…

She Stays

She has been called so many names other than her’s.So many times she has lost count. Shamed for loving you too much.Blamed for letting you drive her insane. During the day she masks her frown with some makeup.Hoping you’ll change before you wake up. She plays your game and it’s strange.Even though she shouldn’t, she…

Every Piece of Me

I never obtain enough time to heal.I’ve been broken so many times, I’m missing so many parts of me. It might be too late. Maybe I can salvage every part that’s needed to create a new kind of good.Every piece that I was forced to relinquish must find new meaning.Scattered freckles of my make up…

Miss Me?

If today was the last day you see me, how would you feel? Would the last words you said to me make you smile or make you upset with yourself every time? Would it hurt you to think I’m never coming back? It’s too bad that it’s time to find out. Where are your thoughts…

The Leftovers

I wish she felt she should always be first place.Second to none in any race.But she didn’t, she always felt inadequate.It ruptured any type of faith. Always felt like she couldn’t do better.That always leads her to settle for the leftover.Trading her soul for anything used up and old.She deserved much more. Even with a…