A beautiful tower That was our love Perfectly building each flight Carefully, making sure they were being build right So cautiously, so carefullyโฆ And the tower still crumbled I felt the trembleย We werenโt synchronized Your true vibe was in disguiseย While I built my way upโฆ You were secretly destroying all the floors above…
๐๐ฎ๐ต๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ฎ ๐ถ๐ฎ
Lastnight I dreamt of you.Three nights in a row actually.Usually it’s only two…One of you in a flower field,The other, of you where you don’t recognize me. And I’m actually not surprised of the latter.I’m always changing, inside, not outside.Believe me when I say it’s for the better.Either way, I was always deprived. You deprived…
๐ฏ๐พ๐๐๐น ๐๐ป ๐๐ฝ๐ ๐๐พ๐๐
I am tired of the lies Lie after lie while staring at me right in the eyes And if I am being honest myself, itโs not a surprise You once made me feel so alive Now I think about the pain and sometimes I want to die But I need to survive First you deny…
๐ฒ๐ฝ๐ถ๐ ๐ถ๐ ๐ผ ๐น๐๐๐๐พ๐๐?
I wish I know what I’m feeling.Maybe then I can solve the problem.Maybe then I can find the root cause.Until then, there’s no chance of healing.There’s no chance of fighting to win.I’ve been letting this darkness consume me.I surrendered a while ago.Now I just don’t recognize myself.I don’t recognize a gain or a loss.Not in…
๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ป ๐น๐ถ๐๐
A lot of days I donโt really know what Iโm doing Itโs not always ideal, but itโs what my mind keeps choosing And my soul just sits there viewing A lot of times my soul feels like its losing Because a lot of my peaceful memories have been ruined How do I master the undoing?…
๐ฆ๐ฑ๐ช๐ฝ ๐ถ๐ ๐๐ธ๐ท๐ผ๐ฎ๐บ๐พ๐ฎ๐ท๐ฌ๐ฎ๐ผ ๐ฃ๐ช๐พ๐ฐ๐ฑ๐ฝ ๐ถ๐ฎ
I’m older now but when I was younger,I used to be so selfish.I didn’t think much of my actions and their consequences.It took a while for me to grow.A while for me to even notice.If I knew then what I know now,I wouldn’t have made so many terrible mistakes.Now I see my reasons were all…
๐ซ๐๐๐ธ๐พ๐๐๐ ๐ฎ๐๐๐
Part of me is dying I feel the sharp ass pain while Iโm crying But Iโm still trying Nothing physical is satisfying A soul connection is more electrifying I know Iโm toxic Every day I am still fighting To release all the toxins That make me feel psychotic That sometimes make my thoughts feel demonic…
๐ฃ๐ฑ๐ฎ ๐ฆ๐ช๐ท๐ฝ๐ผ
I can’t recall the pain.I don’t want to. I want to live life through your eyes.The luxuries of not suffering.I want to trade stories.Experience the privilege of being privileged. I want to be ignorant to what’s around me.So I won’t have to feel the pain.I don’t want to. I want to not have to say…
