Itโs a daily battle My soul and my mind are on two different channels I need to constantly meditate and synchronize While releasing the cries and enjoying the high Itโs a dangerous zone when my soul and thoughts untie When my thoughts do a lot of damage, my soul feels like itโs about to die... Continue Reading →
I want to hold your hand.I want to be here but you make it so hard to stand.You drag me down to my knees.Is this what it takes just to be pleased?Help me help you.This journey is for me too.It's so hard to stick around.You pull me down to the ground.I'm tired and I know... Continue Reading →
I wish I knew what was going through your mind Maybe I wouldnโt feel like the problem Itโs not just about me, this goes both ways But I have no choice and I assume when I get no replies I tired, but I canโt get through you I wanted to be there for youโฆ But... Continue Reading →
It's time to pull myself through it.I don't see anyone near by that could help.Paddle through waters that are still dirty when it sits.The pushing and pulling will be done all by myself.When I emerge I'll clean myself up, bit by bit.I'll be sure not to need anyone else....Not because I don't trust a soul.But... Continue Reading →
My bad for thinking you were different You are super inconsiderate You said you wanted one thing while wanting another... Seduced me and then showed me your true colors Personality undercover, and I wonder... Was it worth it? Did it ever occur to you that I deserved better? Did it ever occur to you that... Continue Reading →
Opposite feeling.A different type of healing.I'm appealing.But your selfishness is reveling.I see your pride bleeding.Shut me out to protect you...Pull me in to other things when you knew...You know your emotions don't ring true.Hot pocket sex, but your hugs are cold brew.Can we have a safe space just for us two?Your arms don't show love... Continue Reading →
Self love Iโm losing the battle Who is this person Iโve encountered An identity hassle A soul so familiar yet a stranger So distant yet so close My votes arenโt always valid Because sometimes I go ghost Sometimes Iโll host my own show Sometimes Iโll hide in the shadows
I thought I was immortal until I met you a while back. You cut every string of confidence that I had. People started looking at me like I was mad. Like I was youโฆ You didnโt stop there. You scared my wrists โ you cut them both. You made me swear to tell no one... Continue Reading →
Crissy DXCII
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