Between light and shadow

Between light and shadow Sometimes I grow, sometimes I don’t know where I’m headed Between dreams and reality To get anxious or live carefree I sip some black tea Focus my mind on tree pose Focused on my mind so I know where my qi flows Between cons and pros Sometimes I’m ecstatic and then…

How Much You Love Me

It’s amazing what you do to me. You are so gentle with my heart, and I love it. You are so warm with my soul, and I never want to let you go. It’s crazy that you do it all unintentionally. Naturally captivating me. I wouldn’t want to trade you in a million years. The…

Check myself

I’ve been feeding my bad side lately; I need to check myself It’s almost as if I’m being compelled, it’s not letting me excel I’m feeling overwhelmed, it’s been causing me to rebel The influences are coming from the past, certain flashbacks, certain triggers Sometimes my issues are small, and I make them bigger Things…

Your Equal

I am searching for more than equality.Sometimes love isn’t enough to be together.I need to be your equal for the sake of my sanity. I am frustrated enough to know this isn’t round one, this isn’t strike three.You’ve been taking me for granted.Maybe deep down you wish there was no you and me. You expect…

Perfect Bliss

You get close, smoothly kiss my lips, you take me to a state of bliss When you leave, is that feeling I miss My feelings you never dismiss, you leave, and I miss your chocolate kiss, you leave and I exit that state of bliss Don’t leave me, please You touch me, I get goosebumps,…

Better as us

You give me hope for brighter days.Bring me joy in many ways. I receive love from you consistently.You elevate me intensely. We only exist in this dimension because we coexist.We pass our quotas for eachother without a prerequisite. Life with you is so much more fulfilling.I can continue with you forever, if you’re willing. Your…

My sanity

I choose my sanity over everything I’ve been fighting hard for it every second of the day So many seconds questioning humanity … Sometimes I’m an introvert I sit quiet & I observe Sometimes what I witness is so absurd Can’t reverse the memories I stay reserved, hidden in my own universe … Sometimes I’m…

Things Change

Constant cold shoulder.When will this be over?I’m tired of burying my head in my pillow at night.Crying myself to sleep because of fright. When will it ever be right to say goodbye?Staying here is part of a bribe.I wish the pain would go away.This shattering needs to subside in any way. One day you hold…