Packed bags

My bags are packed I’m never looking back You thought you had all the chances in the world and never treated me right … In fact, you never had my back Put up an act in front of your boys, when they were no longer around, you always slacked … Next to you, I always…

Truth

The truth is such a hard pill to swallow.I avoid it at most costs.If it’s not going to help me accomplish love, I let it go.Some say it’s a toxic trait, why avoid the truth when it’s necessary?But they fail to realize my truth is always scary.I get weary explaining who I am for people…

Growing Today

Every move I take, is carefully calculatedI admit, it’s not always the greatestI do this so my space never gets invadedThe second I stop, my energy becomes fadedMy hard work is wasted, my body is jaded, I feel my thoughts go intro hatred I taught myself that my thoughts should always be sacredI was so…

A Little More

Hope takes a little more time.It’ll take more to get out of my prime.I just need to push through all the obstacles to survive.Sometimes my heart tends to feel deprived. After one hump, I always have a mountain to climb.Getting paid less than half of what I deserve for working full time.Makes me question if…

Time bomb

I’m usually calm Other people see that and they try to test me  I just want to chill and rest They poke me until my energy becomes a time bomb When I explode, they don’t understand They cause the explosion and they can’t comprehend I’m exhaling the same energy I am inhaling, it’s usually toxic…

New Me

Constantly running out of patience. Mind spinning out of control. Lacking innocence. Needing a better life to hold. I used to love harder. But now I struggle to love myself. It’s beginning to move away further and further. I am going insane. My presence is practically nuclear. Being around me is a dangerous game. I…

Self-focus

Pain, drain, it’s really not worth it if there is nothing to gain Your mind wants to listen to them, your mind you must train In peace you need to remain When you focus on them, pain is all that remains Focusing on them will destroy your self-esteem and make them feel vain Self-focus is…

What we are Fed

They live to feed our minds negativity.Overflow our thoughts with doubts.When we start to drown they ignore our cries.We’re left screaming, panting for breath until there’s no air supply.No one seems to care for our end of days.They just talk about us, trying to rewrite our initial characters. It’s our time to feed ourselves.Provide our…