𝓑𝓮𝓵𝓲𝓮𝓿𝓮 𝓶𝓮

Lastnight I dreamt of you.Three nights in a row actually.Usually it’s only two…One of you in a flower field,The other, of you where you don’t recognize me. And I’m actually not surprised of the latter.I’m always changing, inside, not outside.Believe me when I say it’s for the better.Either way, I was always deprived. You deprived…

𝒲𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒶𝓂 𝐼 𝐹𝑒𝑒𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔?

I wish I know what I’m feeling.Maybe then I can solve the problem.Maybe then I can find the root cause.Until then, there’s no chance of healing.There’s no chance of fighting to win.I’ve been letting this darkness consume me.I surrendered a while ago.Now I just don’t recognize myself.I don’t recognize a gain or a loss.Not in…

𝓣𝓱𝓮 𝓦𝓪𝓷𝓽𝓼

I can’t recall the pain.I don’t want to. I want to live life through your eyes.The luxuries of not suffering.I want to trade stories.Experience the privilege of being privileged. I want to be ignorant to what’s around me.So I won’t have to feel the pain.I don’t want to. I want to not have to say…

𝓛𝓸𝓿𝓮 𝓗𝓲𝓶

It may seem as though he has it all.He might seen unstoppable.He might seem strong.My advice is to love him.Don’t let society make you feel all you need to do is take from him.Give.Give him so much love that he can’t refuse it.Don’t like simple minded theories slow down it’s direction.Don’t let what you learn…

𝓑𝓮𝓪𝓾𝓽𝓲𝓮𝓼 𝓸𝓯 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓦𝓸𝓻𝓵𝓭

When I get scared of the world I pauseI sit back and observe it’s beauty,Instead of taking in it’s ugliness.The first thing I look for is a flower.Not seas, mountains…Not even trees.How could something so small be so beautiful.Then I realize,Nothing is too big or small to impact the world.Everything has a reason for existing.For…

𝓘 𝓓𝓸𝓷’𝓽 𝔀𝓪𝓷𝓽 𝓽𝓸 𝓫𝓮 𝓗𝓮𝓻𝓮

I don’t recognize me.I don’t want to be here…Pretending I’m perfect.I don’t want to be here…Smiling on the outside but dying on the inside.I’m numb.I don’t feel anything anymore.And I don’t want to be here…Acting like it’s alright.It’s affecting my ability to love.My ability to let you in.I don’t need to feel all the pain…

𝓟𝓪𝓼𝓽 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓟𝓻𝓮𝓼𝓮𝓷𝓽

Her Past isn’t who she is today.She used to be ashamed that she let so many men in.Ashamed that so many men felt her inside and out.But that’s her journey.She knows now that it’s part of her past story.A part of her that doesn’t describe her today.So it doesn’t deserve the glory.She no longer has…