𝓘 𝓓𝓸𝓷’𝓽 𝔀𝓪𝓷𝓽 𝓽𝓸 𝓫𝓮 𝓗𝓮𝓻𝓮

I don’t recognize me.
I don’t want to be here…
Pretending I’m perfect.
I don’t want to be here…
Smiling on the outside but dying on the inside.
I’m numb.
I don’t feel anything anymore.
And I don’t want to be here…
Acting like it’s alright.
It’s affecting my ability to love.
My ability to let you in.
I don’t need to feel all the pain love eventually brings.
Fighting internally to please you and me.
I don’t want to be here…
If I can’t be here with who I used to be.

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