
I meditate and in stillness I am consumed
I find peace as I slowly kill my demons piece by piece
But still, there are so many, itโs a never-ending battle
They really donโt want me to reach the top
But still, I fight, I wonโt stop
The pain, the traumas, the tears who slowly drown me until I canโt cry no more
The memories who haunt me until I canโt no more
And still, I fight, I wonโt stop until I canโt no more
They creep up but I am no longer afraid
Iโve been prepping, Iโve been learning the same lessons
I got tired of the mental weapons, the aggression and the depression
I guess itโs safe to say that healing became an obsession