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Using YOLO once again to disguise the mistakes I’m about to make.
Being careless.
Maybe it’ll disguise the pain.
Maybe I don’t feel it because it’s become apart of me.
Surrounded by too many people who could care less.
Maybe I need to start opening my mind the way I open my veins.
Cutting lines that I thought could connect me to my dreams.
Instead they come off as reflections of my fears.
I’ve been watching videos on how to get closer to God without churches.
I’ve tried to read the Bible and I can’t decifer the verses.
Maybe I am the problem.
Maybe I need a circle of healers.
Get rid of the current circle of deceivers.
I really don’t need them.
Maybe what I need is a new version of myself.

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