Have you ever felt like a spectator in your own life?
Like a passenger passing by?
Watching life pummel on your souls-
You have no control.
Have you ever felt it?
Has the feeling ever consumed you?
Has it ever filled you up inside out?
Make you feel like you’re Drowning?
Have you ever felt it?
Maybe I’m the only one.
Maybe I’m so taken by a fantasy life I don’t deserve that I’m missing who I should be.
Maybe I’m missing who I am.
Every day I’m fixated on a better day…
A better me.
But is this is?
Am I yearning for things that just can’t be?
Is this feeling it?
Is this where I’m meant to be?