Trying to avoid running in circles.
I just keep falling in to the cycle.
Frozen in wanting more and getting it done.
When I hit a wall it’s no fun.
Cradling hopes that will never love me back.
Pushing for greatness but I’m always under attack.
What the deal with that?
Am I not meant to be completely happy?
Am I meant to feel crappy.
To get so close to the finish line just to be pulled down?
These are answers that need to be found.
When will disappointment leave?
When will I live a life with ease?