๐“˜๐“ท ๐“ถ๐”‚ ๐“ฑ๐“ฎ๐“ช๐“ญ


I canโ€™t get out of my head

In there is such a dread 

Sometimes I wonder if it were better if I were dead

So, I sit and cry lonely in my bed

While the disease slowly spreads 

My biggest enemies are my triggers

One trigger and I see red

I almost bled

I almost said I was quitting 

Because for too long Iโ€™ve witnessed my sanity slipping

Most times, they donโ€™t listen

There is something missingโ€ฆ

And I keep digging 

The pain is hidden

What a mental prison

And I keep wishingโ€ฆ

I guess what I am trying to say isโ€ฆ

I donโ€™t know how to finally start winning


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