๐“ฃ๐“ฑ๐“ฎ๐”‚ ๐“ญ๐“ธ๐“ทโ€™๐“ฝ ๐“ฐ๐“ฎ๐“ฝ ๐“ฒ๐“ฝ


They donโ€™t get it

And when Iโ€™m crying alone at night, they donโ€™t get it

And when the pain is heavy on my chest, they donโ€™t get it

Iโ€™ve felt so breathlessly and while I grasped for air, they didnโ€™t even notice 

They tell me they love me 

But canโ€™t even notice when Iโ€™m hurting in silence

Iโ€™m the dramatic one for expressing myself

Iโ€™m the crazy one for knowing my worth

Iโ€™m insane because I say whatโ€™s on my mind

But they never cared to stick around because I was the last thing on their mind

But when they ask me why Iโ€™m sad, they donโ€™t get it

When they ask me why lonely I cry at night, they donโ€™t get it

That many times Iโ€™ve opened up

Instead of understanding, they just brushed it off

But they have the nerves to ask me whatโ€™s wrong

But I hurt for so longโ€ฆ

And they never noticed

But see that was my fault

I waited for so long for them to notice

Waited for so long that I lost my focus

Cried so much I accidentally turned into a poet

The pain is the motive, I reached my lowest

I want to shut it down just for a moment 

A moment where the pain is gone and I am peacefully floating


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