๐“˜’๐“ถ ๐“๐“พ๐“ถ๐“ซ

My emotions are constant, yet I donโ€™t feel them.
I donโ€™t feel the love Iโ€™m supposed to get from my home.
I donโ€™t feel the hurt that is displayed by the world.
I didnโ€™t feel relief when you left and you were dirt.

Iโ€™m numb.
Iโ€™ve been praying to feel anything.
Iโ€™ve been letting my house be a home, Iโ€™m still mentally alone.
Iโ€™ve been staying cut off from the negativity of the world, maybe I donโ€™t belong.
You were toxic and I didnโ€™t care then, I donโ€™t even care now.

Iโ€™m numb.
Maybe Iโ€™m the problem.
You canโ€™t feel what youโ€™re not interested in.
The love doesnโ€™t interest me, the hurt doesnโ€™t define me and you sure werenโ€™t a sight for sore eyes.

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