It took a while, but my time is coming
At one point my world was crumbling
I hid from the pain, but I am tired of running
I promised myself I would change, but I was always bluffing
Slave to my thoughts, at one point I found myself bugging
Mean-mugging, always miserable and it was visible
For yeas I always wondered if I was fixableโฆ
But never did anything about it
I suffered, but that was on me
I cried, but that was on me
I almost died, but that was on me
I love who I am becoming
It took a long time, but my time is finally coming
Cutting off all the negative strings
Moving on from regretful sins
I always felt disposable
Overly emotional
I completely gave into darkness
And my thoughts became uncontrollableย
