You never got the chance to hold me through my first heartbreak.
You never got to lecture me through my many mistakes.
You never held your first grandchild.
Not even the last.
This pain wasn’t supposed to last this long.
I thought I was healing.
Where did it go wrong?
I can’t remember your hugs.
I can’t remember your voice.
These are the things that bug me.
I wish you got to see me got married too.
7/2/2003…I’ll always remember you.
My heart hurts.
I haven’t cried this much for you in a while.
I just want to see your smile.