I suffered for far too long
Waiting for others to validate me
Waiting for others to accept me
Waiting for others to compliment me
Which they never didโฆ
I competed for far too longโฆ
Competed for mental peace
Not knowing I would only achieve it competing with myself
I am great, I decide my own fate
My thoughts are straight, I messed up when I decided to wait
Wait for them to make me feel amazing
I reached enlightenment late
I can handle whatโs on my own plate
I was upset it took me so long to come to this mental state
Now I donโt wait, I donโt hate
I am focusing all my energy on myself
Thatโs the only way to excel
I was living in a hellโฆ
That I created myselfย
