𝓜𝔂 𝓜𝓮𝓷𝓽𝓪𝓵 𝓢𝓽𝓪𝓽𝓮

I suffered for far too long

Waiting for others to validate me

Waiting for others to accept me

Waiting for others to compliment me

Which they never did…

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I competed for far too long…

Competed for mental peace

Not knowing I would only achieve it competing with myself

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I am great, I decide my own fate

My thoughts are straight, I messed up when I decided to wait

Wait for them to make me feel amazing

I reached enlightenment late

 I can handle what’s on my own plate

I was upset it took me so long to come to this mental state

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Now I don’t wait, I don’t hate

I am focusing all my energy on myself 

That’s the only way to excel 

I was living in a hell…

That I created myself 

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