I am looking to feel better than “just okay”

I am trying to put up a better display

Gave so much of my energy to others, they repaid with foul play

They break your heart so easy like child’s play

At the end of it all I am always alright

At the end of it all I am “okay”

How do I surpass that feeling and feel great?

How do I finally open these negative gates?

How do I let go of what I hate and create a better fate?

Unnecessary debates, blind dates, one day I know them & the next day I don’t

The vibe consistently mutates, making it hard to find a soulmate

I am looking to feel better than “just okay”

“okay” become a normal sensation, slowly walking me into damnation

I did it to myself, I put everyone else above me, I gave them my foundation