๐“œ๐”‚ ๐“œ๐“ฎ๐“ท๐“ฝ๐“ช๐“ต ๐“ข๐“ฝ๐“ช๐“ฝ๐“ฎ

I suffered for far too long Waiting for others to validate me Waiting for others to accept me Waiting for others to compliment me Which they never didโ€ฆ I competed for far too longโ€ฆ Competed for mental peace Not knowing I would only achieve it competing with myself I am great, I decide my own... Continue Reading →

๐“—๐“ฒ๐“ญ๐“ฒ๐“ท๐“ฐ ๐“ฃ๐“ฑ๐“ฒ๐“ผ ๐“Ÿ๐“ช๐“ป๐“ฝ ๐“ธ๐“ฏ ๐“œ๐“ฎ

Conflict lives within my shadow.It's too hard to hide.Attached to the very thing I despise. I've tried to run away.Everyday I try to keep the light off.Misery won't come to a party with no company. I keep ignoring the private calls.I won't entertain idle masterpiece.That part of me must be keep away from society. Am... Continue Reading →

๐“๐“ฎ๐“ฟ๐“ฎ๐“ป ๐“ฝ๐“ฑ๐“ฎ ๐“ป๐“ฎ๐“ช๐“ต ๐“ญ๐“ฎ๐“ช๐“ต

Healing and dealing with emotional stress Sometimes it feels like a test You treated me like my feelings were invalid  You never saw my value But thatโ€™s my fault for selling myself short I noticed every single red flag But I dragged it..  I knew you wouldnโ€™t change This is who you genuinely were This... Continue Reading →

๐“œ๐”‚ ๐“”๐“บ๐“พ๐“ฒ๐“ต๐“ฒ๐“ซ๐“ป๐“ฒ๐“พ๐“ถ

You're messing with my equilibrium.A disturbance to my stability.I should have known from the beginning.I just thought if I ignored you I'd be winning.It's been quite the opposite.You're constantly affecting my rational ability.I guess I was being naive.Everything you told me, I'd believe.Now that function it's affecting me.I just want to be grounded again with... Continue Reading →

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