Mental Battle

I enjoy my loneliness

Most times it brings me happiness

Covers up all the emptiness

I meditate and erase bad memories

But sometimes it creeps up

That feeling that I hate

And immediately there is a mental debate

Trying to open evil gates

Trying to change my fate

Just when I was doing alright

It silently waits for the night

To try to attack

To remind me of my slack

I start fighting for bliss

I have learned how to dismiss it

It fights my positive energy

because it cannot coexist

I will admit sometimes I resist

But it is strong, and it persists

It is a crucial battle within

It comes close in assisting me to sin

But no matter the cuts and bruisesโ€ฆI always win

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