๐“Ÿ๐“พ๐“น๐“น๐“ฎ๐“ฝ๐“ฎ๐“ฎ๐“ป

How do I explain to him that sometimes mommy is sad
How do I explain to him that sometimes she canโ€™t hang
The darkness kicks in and takes control
Trying to aggressively compel my soul
Trying to convince me I am alone
Threatening to take me to worlds that are unknown
Provoking, controlling, trying to make me feel broken
Canโ€™t even talk without chocking
How do I explain?
I donโ€™t
I keep fake smiling through it
I keep fake pushing through it
Cry in the darkness while he sleeps so peacefully
My mindset was poorly constructed by previous generations
And Iโ€™ll be damned if I pass it on to future generations
This shit ends here
No more showing fear, no more hoping for a better year
No tough love, my love is clear
My damages are severe, but Iโ€™m also really strong, and thatโ€™s sincere
I was never enough, I will never be to them
And Iโ€™m finally okay with that
Theyโ€™ll lose their mind before they make me ever lose mine again
So, Iโ€™m breaking the strings
All my life I lived hanging from puppeteers


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