How do I explain to him that sometimes mommy is sad How do I explain to him that sometimes she canโt hang The darkness kicks in and takes control Trying to aggressively compel my soul Trying to convince me I am alone Threatening to take me to worlds that are unknown Provoking, controlling, trying to make me feel broken Canโt even talk without chocking How do I explain? I donโt I keep fake smiling through it I keep fake pushing through it Cry in the darkness while he sleeps so peacefully My mindset was poorly constructed by previous generations And Iโll be damned if I pass it on to future generations This shit ends here No more showing fear, no more hoping for a better year No tough love, my love is clear My damages are severe, but Iโm also really strong, and thatโs sincere I was never enough, I will never be to them And Iโm finally okay with that Theyโll lose their mind before they make me ever lose mine again So, Iโm breaking the strings All my life I lived hanging from puppeteers
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