My Mistake

I could spend lightyears changing my wrongs…
It still won’t change you.
My worse mistake.
You were written with something that is impossible to erase.
You’ve contaminated my mental state.
I thought I was the one that would change you…
I was wrong.
I was just your target and my heart received collateral damage.
You portrayed yourself as magnificent, but you were average.
Loving me wasn’t ever part of the plan because you are completely savage.
How could I survive knowing you wanted to destroy me?
How could you survive knowing you succeed.
You planted the seed.
Now you reap the benefits of your greed.