Internal Wars

I’ve managed to survive these wars, but I’ve given myself PTSD.

These scars can’t be healed.

They run deep.

I’ve been battling myself for so long, we’ve become mortal enemies.

I can’t figure out if I keep losing because of my self doubt or my deeds.

Although irreversible, I must learn from each and every battle that have ended in tears.

Too much shattering of my own heart.

I’ve mastered falling apart.

Putting me all back together is much harder.

I must do whatever it takes.

There must be an establishment of an inner peace treaty.

I’m tired fighting myself for my own happiness.

These wars will cease under my command.

Call upon the right soldier to stand.

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