Growing Today

Every move I take, is carefully calculated
I admit, it’s not always the greatest
I do this so my space never gets invaded
The second I stop, my energy becomes faded
My hard work is wasted, my body is jaded, I feel my thoughts go into hatred

I taught myself that my thoughts should always be sacred
I was so stuck, a mental escape I created
They don’t understand, differently they always
translate it
It’s not about them, our thoughts are not even related

I see them fighting to stay in the same space, while I’m elevated
I refuse to stay stuck in the same thoughts, each day they get updated

I’m no longer carrying all the unnecessary weight
When I think straight, I love the space it creates, it opens up new gates
They want to be great, but they’re focused on me and leaving their growth for a different date