I’m weighing my options

Literally fighting myself every day to remove all that is toxic

It must be removed before it becomes chronic

I’ve been hypnotized by darkness

Trust me, if it completely consumes you, you become heartless

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I’m weighing my options

I don’t want to feel like the rest, I need to feel a bit exotic

It keeps me alive, in the darkness I’m an alcoholic, in the light I research different topics

Psychotic before I’m ever demonic

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I’m weighing my options because I’m never losing my logic

Sometimes chaotic, sometimes erotic but never ever obnoxious

I won’t let my mind and actions turn robotic

My life is usually a comic, but I take it seriously, it’s very ironic