I’ve cursed too many of my blessings with negative thoughts.
Used them as a crane to build so many walls.

My position is all my fault.
And yet I’m distraught.

I wish the Angels above had warmed me.
I’m sure they know all I feel for myself now is sorry.

The best thing about being here is knowing all the wrong turns to avoid them.
I must be my biggest supporter- my own best friend.

I need to pull myself up.
The pitty party has been enough.

Time to enter a new door.
Take off the kill switch for life- I want to live more.