Just Chill

My speed of bad behavior has increasedI need to keep reminding myself to chillSometimes I have no control, other times I do it for the thrillThere are days where Iā€™d enjoy it, but it always goes downhillI slowly instilled ill will in meI was losing my good willI had murdered my free willI was feeding…

Missing Emotions

Pleading with missing emotions. Hoping it would find it’s way back. I am numb, mainly on the interior. My heart is inferior to my mind. Pierced it to leave a trail. Nothing better than drops of my own blood. The best stains. All marks are not permanent. Follow the lines. What’s lost, you must find….