And the world Spins 

As my thoughts shrink

I lose my cool

I ignore the process because I’m too focused on the results

I overthink the results and I don’t’ enjoy the process

I usually have it together

But I won’t deny that some days I am chaos

My biggest enemy is myself

Some days I’m extra hard on myself

But most days I excel all by myself

I mess up, I’m not perfect, wrecked, sometimes in conflict

But as long as I stay balanced

I’m exchanging bad habits with good habits

As long as I also keep it together

The days that I’m not that unfit

I guess I’m also still the shit