Used to be

I don’t look at you the same anymore.
You used to be my all.
You used to be the one I adore.
I wish you didn’t let me fall.

I can recall this being for better or worse.
But it’s so hard to get over the hurt.
You were my first.
I used to love it when we flirt.

All I can think about now when you kiss me is you kissing her.
Making her scream.
I wish we could go back to what we were.
Before you damaged my self esteem.

Every time I see you I think of the best revenge.
First I need to stop being sad on this bench.