Interrupted Healing

Finally, finally moving on from all your fucked up memoriesSomehow, somewhere I stumble & I fallAnd all the hard work goes to wasteHere comes the triggerI hate you againI don’t trust againHow can I love againI analyze itI try to healI think I doAnd it just comes backTo haunt meTo fuck shit up againTo weaken…

Wounded Heart

I’ve gotten permanent scares from things you said shouldn’t hurt me. I have bullet wound holes in my heart. I would never survive the surgery. I could bleed out. My right chamber has mostly “accidents”. The late nights you didn’t mean to leave me unwanted. Neglected to entertain everyone else. Yet it seems to continue-…

Drill

Give me your pain I’ll carry the extra weight Let me make you feel light during the rain My train of thoughts are dedicated to you Please don’t mute me Don’t shut me down I’m trying to eliminate your frown You’re acting like a tough crowd I want to help you But you keep shutting…

Something New

This is what you’re doing to me- Devouring the only soul I know. I’m always hungry for more. But you’re never starving. Why am I cooking meals for someone that never eats with me? Why do I just watch you eat? Maybe this is insecurity! I need to make my own damn meals. Forget this!…

In between sheets

I’ve been feeling so attacked lately All the time In defense mode I’m feeling secluded It bugs me out Sometimes I want to shout Is it ever that serious Why is everyone so mysterious about their emotions We’re running away from romantic notion Waiting around for some sort of promotion I need a self-promotion I…

My Energy

I’ve been painting pictures that don’t make sense to me. Corrupting what I use to breathe. The belief I use to carry. I’ve been marrying things together that I wouldn’t usually marry. These colors are too dark for my energy to absorb. Burn the frames so I won’t hang them. I’d be dammed if they…

Trance (Explicit)

They met,She loved Him,He hurt her,She cried,A lot,Too much,She healed,Got over it,He realized,He fucked up,A lot,Too much,He tried,It was too late Now he is asking for another chanceAsking her out on a danceShe feels like she is stuck in a tranceShe needs to escape maybe to FranceHe is after her like a fan, thirst manShould…

Puppet to Queen

He used to control my strings. He was the puppet master indeed. Had me in circle, like rings. Controlled my stops and my speed. I guess my emotions were cloth too. It’s like they didn’t matter. Of course he knew. I was light as a feather. He had me on strings. I was his puppet…